justrun-.

urgh

i'm supposed to be feeling better now. but am i? no i am not! so now i am very angry. angry angry angry. being angry is better than being sad so why not be angry. but perhaps it's just a superficial layer of anger covering up the pain.

my face is a total disaster. got this whole region of pimples around my mouth. feels like sores. which is really quite stupid cos i do not recall anything i could have done to trigger off this. maybe it'll make me eat less...

school's been such a pain. exams coming up and i can't seem to get myself together. which makes me even more stressed out. my body's in this very disgusting state (still). and it's really quite a turn off to find myself sinking in the pool. perhaps that inner tube puncture was really caused by my heavy weight after all...

sigh i don't know what to do anymore. well i know i am now supposed to let go but the flesh is weak.

she's miss america,
and i'm just the girl next door.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

put on her shoes at [23:51]

and took [20060817] strides

it's the passion that drives you